Peter, the Look, and the Tears

There are all kinds of looks and all kinds of tears. These are some thoughts on Peter’s denial of Jesus and Jesus’ look… The Look that brought bitter tears of regret to Peter.

Peter had walked three years with Jesus. He is the disciple that has the most recorded conversations as well as confrontations. Many, many times Jesus and Peter had looked at each other. I wonder about the look when Jesus stretched out his hands to the sinking Peter, the bold man who had faith to walk on water.

People joke about Jesus healing Peters mother-in-law. What kind of looks were exchanged at that time?

Peter lent Jesus his boat to use as a platform. Peter paid his and Jesus’ temple tax with a coin he fetched out of a fish. Peter asked the question about how many times we should forgive offenses.

The Gospels have quite a few interesting instances recorded about Peter.

Prepared to die with Jesus!

Close to the time of his death, when Jesus said that all the disciples would fall away because of him, Peter was quick to proclaim that he would never fall away. That’s when Jesus told him that before the rooster crows, he would deny him three times.

“Even if I must die with you, I will not deny you!” Peter said.

Peter, who was so confident, had to cry bitter tears of regret because he disowned Jesus, not once, but three times! And he swore and he cursed (Mark 14:71). “I don’t know this man you’re talking about!”

Jesus looked straight at Peter

Then came “the look!” A look can say more than a thousand words. When Peter had called down curses on himself and sworn that he didn’t know Jesus, the rooster crowed (just as the Lord had predicted), and Jesus turned and looked straight at Peter (Luke 22:61).

That was The Look! I’m sure a million things went through Peter’s mind, not the least what had happened just hours previous.

“Simon, Simon, Satan has asked to sift you as wheat. But I have prayed for you, Simon, that your faith may not fail. And when you have turned back, strengthen your brothers.”
But he replied, “Lord, I am ready to go with you to prison and to death.”
Jesus answered, “I tell you, Peter, before the rooster crows today, you will deny three times that you know me.” Luke 22:31-34

Peter could never take back the denials. Done was done! But there was The Look, and only Peter knows what was in it. We can speculate… but let me tell you, Jesus has that look for each one of us. I am sure it was filled with the most love you can see in a look, because that is how he is our Jesus.

What Peter remembered

I’m sure Peter remembered the time when Jesus borrowed his boat to preach from, and then gave Peter the greatest catch of fish he had ever experienced. That was the time when Peter left everything and followed Jesus (Luke 5:1-11).

He must have remembered when Jesus provided the money to pay for his temple tax, how he went down to the lake and found a coin in the first fish he caught (Matthew 17:24-27).

The transfiguration must have stood out clearly in his mind, when Moses and Elijah visited with Jesus on the mount and Peter suggested they stay there and make shelters (Matthew 17:1-8).

What about the time when his brother Andrew brought a little boy to Jesus that had a lunch worthy of a King, the one that Jesus multiplied to feed thousands (John 6:1-13)?

He surely must have remembered the time when he rebuked Jesus, when the Lord had told them about the suffering that awaited him, and Jesus said, “Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me; you do not have in mind the things of God, but the things of men” (Matthew 16:23).

Before that incident, Peter had confessed Jesus as the Christ, the Messiah.

What else do you think went through his mind. For sure the time when he walked on water! And here he was, cursing and swearing that he didn’t know the man.

After the “look” that pierced through his soul, Peter went out and cried bitterly.

For Bitter Tears there is Supreme Love

No rebuke in “the Look”

There was no rebuke in “the Look.” When Jesus came back to life an angel sent a special greeting to Peter, after telling the women that came to the grave that Jesus was alive, “Go, tell his disciples and Peter, ‘He is going ahead of you into Galilee. There you will see him, just as he told you’” (Mark 16:7). Jesus sent a special greeting to Peter!

It’s time for soul-searching, because with our actions we many times disown our Lord. Jesus prayed for Peter that his faith may not fail. Jesus is still lovingly interceding for his own.

Christ Jesus, who died–more than that, who was raised to life–is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us. Romans 8:34

I hope these words encourage you. Even when we have to cry bitter tears of regret there are loving arms ready to embrace us. Let “the look” of Jesus’ love penetrate your soul. He loves you more than words can tell.

“Greater love has no one than this,
that he lay down his life for his friends.”

John 15:13


About kelund

My name is Kerstin Anderas-Lundquist. I was born in Sweden to Per & Brita Anderas, on March 6, 1946. In 1948 we left to begin a missionary life in Chile; in 1956 we moved on to Peru. On May 1, 1969 I married an all-Swedish guy from Karslkrona: Bengt Göran Emanuel Lundquist. God blessed us with two daughters: Eva-Marie Elizabeth and Ruth Carina. We served as missionaries in Peru and Bolivia. In 1988 we moved to the United States to work at Life Publishers in Miami, Florida. I was to assist in developing the line of Sunday School Curriculm in Spanish known as Vida Nueva. I live in Springfield, Missouri, and am retired from work at the Assemblies of God Headquarters. My husband and daughter Eva-Marie have been promoted to Heaven. Carina is married to Thom Cole and they have given me four gourgeous grandchildren, even five (teen-age John). I will be writing about my life, past and present, blended with visions for the future. My deepest desire is to spread the “seed of love”–inspiration to serve God and our neighbors with love and compassion.
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